So the only thing i can do for the moment is wish for a day with a less of pain. I'm busy with hospital and all.. But that is all a long traject to begin with.. So yeah that's great.. But doesn't work for me right now does it! i need a solution RIGHT NOW! Not just about a fucking year from now an!
Can't concentrate on anything at the moment.. I can't go out for a walk or do something creative or just whatever! And it really annoying's me'..